My name is Nathaniel, call me Nat. I love to study languages of all kinds and my passion is dancing. My mother past away April 7th this year of breast cancer. Since her death I have changed my diet to pescetarian and am doing my best to be happy. Most of my life I have not loved myself. I cared too much for the perception of others. i invested too much in others. I was the always the nice guy who did everything for his friends. But nowadays I am on a journey to invest in ME and love ME. And if people want to join me they are welcome. I have been filled with hatred, jealousy, and insecurity for years of my life. And I don't want to be that way anymore. This is my life, this is my journey. I desire to become a self loving, content, attractive, non validation-seeking and powerful young man. Love will radiate from within me, and with that love I will be able to love others. I want to just be.